This past week the daily
meditations from Richard Rohr’s Center for Contemplation and Action have well expressed
the way I currently see the world around me and my own role in it. The timing
of these articles is uncanny. It was almost as if Rohr had read my mind. Little
wonder that I will be starting a two year program at Rohr’s Living School this
September.
Prophetic Critique: A Rare Art Form
Monday’s meditation was
entitled “Self-Critical Thinking.” Focusing
on the Hebrew prophets, one of my favorite parts of the scriptures, Rohr said
The
Hebrew prophets are in a category of their own. Within the canonical, sacred
scriptures of other world religions you don't find major texts that are largely
critical of that religion. The Hebrew prophets were free to love their
tradition and to criticize it at the same time, which is a very rare art form.
Prophets saw themselves as
called by G-d to stand just inside their institutional religion at the margins,
charged with the role of loving the religion enough to note the places it fell
short of its ideals as well as to endure the personal attacks that inevitably
come from one’s peers when such critiques are articulated.
Rohr provides a convincing
account of why this happens:
Even
today, one of the most common judgments I hear from other priests is, "You
criticize the Church." But criticizing the Church, as such, is just being
faithful to the pattern set by the prophets and Jesus….
[Yet]
the presumption for anyone with a dualistic mind is that if you criticize
something, you don't love it. Wise people like the prophets would say the
opposite.
Dualistic visions construct
the world they encounter in highly simplified black and white terms. Yet, the
reality is almost always more complex, cast in shades of grey. As cognitive
scientist’s William Perry’s research has shown, dualistic constructions of the
world are very low level, undeveloped ways of thinking which become dominant in
adolescence. Most human beings mature out of this way of thinking but it always
remains a possibility for anyone, particularly about subjects in which we are
deeply invested.
Dualistic thinking constructs
the world in dichotomies: One either is for the religion, one’s profession, one’s
country et al, as they currently
exist or one is against them. George Bush provided a classic example in the
days after the 9-11 attacks when he sought to silence any critique of his plans
to invade two different countries, saying “You’re either for us or you’re
against us.”
But prophets see a bigger
picture. They see not only the institution at hand in its current state, the status quo, they also see the
institution in its ideal state. These are often the very ideals the institution
itself has articulated. When the prophet calls the institution to live into its
ideals, the critique of the status quo s/he articulates is often experienced by
the beneficiaries of the status quo as an attack on the institution itself. We
hear that today in the common mindless description of critics as “haters.”
Bear in mind that the
popular dualistic slogan “My country right or wrong…” is only half of Sen. Carl
Shurz’s original quote. The remainder sounds pretty prophetic: “…if right, to
be kept right; and if wrong, to be set right.”
Meanwhile, Down in the Psychic Basement
Carl Jung often wrote about
the tendency of human beings to repress aspects of ourselves we don’t want to
face, aspects that end up taking on a life of their own in the unconscious psychic
basement of our minds. Jung called the complex of repressed elements our Shadow. The darkness of that Shadow is
often proportionate to the brightness of our Personae, the positive aspects of
ourselves we readily display to the world and often wrongfully see as our true
selves.
Unfortunately, our Shadow
rarely stays put, being readily projected onto others who are unable to protect
themselves against such projections. Consider the way we talk about terrorist
and religious extremists. Now go read the Senate report on American torture.
The prophet essentially
serves as the reality check for any institution prone to project its disowned
shadow onto others. Hence the reason they are resisted at all costs, as Rohr
notes:
The
Church's sanctification of the status quo
reveals that we have not been formed by the prophets, who were radical
precisely because they were traditionalists. Institutions always want loyalists
and "company men"; we don't want prophets. We don't want people who
point out our shadow side or our dark side. It is no accident that the prophets
and the priests are usually in opposition to one another (e.g., Amos 5:21-6:7,
7:10-17).
When I was about to be
ordained priest, I was incredibly ill at ease. While the priestly ordination
reflected my successful completion of the four years of preparation for the
priesthood and the assent of the institution to that ordination, I also knew
that my primordial calling was to be the prophet. When I confessed this to my
assistant rector who had been assigned to marshal me through the ordination
process, she simply said, “Harry, the church needs its prophets.” I quickly
replied, “But it never wants them.”
Her reply in turn was indeed prophetic in its own right: “But you are being
ordained as a priest to the margins.” I simply never knew how far they - or I –
could stretch.
It Has Never Been a Comfortable
Existence
On Tuesday, Rohr’s column
dealt with what he called “Archetypal Religion.” He said:
The
biblical tradition hopes to reveal that whenever the prophetic function is
lacking in any group or religion, such a group will very soon be self-serving,
self-maintaining, self-perpetuating, and self- promoting. When the prophets are
kicked out of any group, it's a very short time until that group is circling
the wagons around itself, and all sense of mission and message is lost. I am
afraid this is the natural movement of any institution.
Establishments
of any kind usually move toward their own self-perpetuation, rather than
"What are we doing for others?" In fact, the question is not even
asked because self-perpetuation is presumed to be a high level necessity. Thus
the prophetic and Pauline words for institutions were "thrones or
dominions or principalities or powers" (Colossians 1:16). They consider
themselves "too big to fail," usually because they are protecting
their own privilege--which is too important to question.
This is decidedly my
observation. I have seen it in public schools and public policy making regarding
public education. I have seen it in my practice of the law and my ill-fated
attempts to make life better for the juveniles I saw being warehoused in hell
holes with no attempts to rehabilitate those who went in as children and
emerged as hardened young criminals with a slew of new criminal skills. And I
have seen it in my years at the university where any pretense of being a
process designed to provide the means for its customers to emerge after four
years as educated human beings has largely gone the way of the pay phone.
In each of those encounters,
I have found myself unable to remain silent, to keep to myself the pathologies I
observed and the places where the institution fell short of its own ideals even
as it often cynically praised itself regarding them. And I have often paid the
price for speaking out, lurching between the perceived need to speak truth to
power and the perceived need to be liked and affirmed by my peers, the conflict
of dominant Myers-Brigg iNtuitive and Feeling functions.
It has never been a
comfortable existence. And there’s a
reason for this:
Prophets
step in to disrupt the usual social consensus--"How wonderful our group
is!"--and say, "It's just not entirely true!" So you see why the
prophets are all killed (Matthew 23:29-39). Prophets expose and topple each
group's idols and blind spots, very often showing that we make things into
absolutes that are not absolutes in God's eyes, and we relativize what in fact
is central and important. As Jesus so cleverly puts it, "You strain out
gnats and you swallow camels" (Matthew 23:24).
And yet, my sense of calling
to a prophetic vocation has never left me. Indeed, I feel a strong calling
today to a new form of prophetic work. I do not know where or how that will
play itself out. But I strongly feel change is coming and that it cannot come soon
enough.
The Desert Calls
Today’s meditation by Richard
Rohr well describes the current status of my life. In “Knowing and Not Knowing.”
Rohr says:
We
need transformed people today, and not just people with answers. I do not want
my too many words to separate you from astonishment or to provide you with a
substitute for your own inner experience. We all need, forever, what Jesus
described as "the beginner's mind" of a curious child. A beginner's
mind or what some call "constantly renewed immediacy" is the best
path for spiritual wisdom. Tobin Hart writes: "Instead of grasping for
certainty, wisdom rides the question, lives the question.... When the quest for
certainty and control is pushed to the background, the possibility of wonder
returns. Wonder provides a gateway to wise insight"
(Information to
Transformation, p. 11).
That is where I find myself
this Ash Wednesday, riding a host of questions, entering into a 40 day solitary
journey into the quiet darkness of the desert. I am seeking guidance and, hopefully,
wisdom. And yet I know the path to wisdom always comes at a cost.
Human
consciousness does not emerge at any depth except through struggling with your
shadow. I wish someone had told me that when I was young. It is in facing your
conflicts, criticisms, and contradictions that you grow up. You actually need
to have some problems, enemies, and faults! You will remain largely unconscious
as a human being until issues come into your life that you cannot fix or
control and something challenges you at your present level of development,
forcing you to expand and deepen. It is in the struggle with our shadow self,
with failure, or with wounding, that we break into higher levels of
consciousness. I doubt whether there is any other way. People who refine this
consciousness to a high spiritual state, who learn to name and live with
paradoxes, are the people I would call prophetic speakers. We must refine and
develop this gift.
Incorporating
negative and self-critical thinking is essential to true prophetic
understanding. At the same time, we must also trust that we are held
irrevocably in the mystery of God's love, without fully understanding it.
Alongside all our knowing, accompanying every bit of our knowing, must be the
humble "knowing that we do not know.”
If I am to live into a
prophetic calling, I must learn to make friends with my Shadow. I have never
been oblivious to my shortcomings. The Psalmist’s words say it well: “My sins
are ever before me.” But the human mind is an efficient machine when it comes
to repressing Shadow content. That’s particularly true of those who have spent
lifetimes honing the powers of that mind.
I know there is much yet for
me to confront and I assume that task with fear and trembling. I have never
doubted G-d’s presence with me, even in the darkest moments of my life and I
know G_d is my companion through the desert. I also know I will not emerge from
this journey unscathed or unchanged. If I said I was not fearful, I would be
lying. And yet, like the Jesus overwhelmed by his experience of the divine at
the Jordan River, the desert calls.
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The Rev. Harry
Scott Coverston, J.D., M.Div., Ph.D.
Member, Florida Bar (inactive status)
Priest, Episcopal Church (Dio. of El Camino Real, CA)
Asst. Lecturer: Humanities, Religion, Philosophy of Law
Osceola Campus, University of Central Florida, Kissimmee
If the unexamined life is not worth living,
surely an unexamined belief system, be it religious or political, is not worth
holding.
Most things of
value do not lend themselves to production in sound bytes.
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