A Brilliant Mind, An Oversized Heart
Ansel was brilliant, possessing a sharply honed mind that
took no prisoners matched by an oversized heart that was regularly broken in
the suffering of the world he so readily engaged. He was talented musically and
often spent his weekends playing the piano for residents of convalescent
facilities near his home in Cary, North Carolina.
But Ansel always had a difficult time holding life
together, especially all the pain he experienced as a deeply empathic gay man.
He routinely anaesthetized those demons with alcohol and with “whatever I
can get my hands on,” in his words. A number of nights of my life were
spent at the local detox center waiting to check him in.
Ansel had come to live with Andy and me in Orlando in the
mid-1980s. He enrolled at Valencia College, where I then taught. Through their
special student services office he was able to gain admission to the state’s Vocational
Rehabilitation program. The program was able to provide funding which allowed
him to find his own housing and covered tuition, books and living expenses. He quickly
achieved a brilliant record at Valencia taking classes full-time and working
part-time for the college. His professors would often glow as they spoke of his
performance in their classes. When it was time for him to graduate, his
counselor worked hard to find him an appropriate place to transfer.
That place was New College.
A Place Where He Could Flourish
In the mid-1980s, New College had just become a state
university system school, having begun its life as a private liberal arts
college. With limited enrollment and dedicated faculty, New College was a dream
come true for Ansel.
Like all New College students, he was required to plan his
own educational program. He focused on political
science and history which he loved while broadening his program to include
encounters with all the other disciplines. Ansel had enough structure to
function and enough guidance and encouragement to flourish. And at New College,
he found classmates who understood him and among whom he blossomed.
I visited Ansel a couple of times during his stay at New
College. I was impressed by the rare combination of open-ended creativity and
demanding academics I observed at work there. As a college instructor, I was
clear that this was exactly where Ansel and students like him needed to be even
as this approach would not work for every student. Most of my students simply
needed more structure than New College would have provided. From the beginning,
New College was never the place for every student. But it was perfect for
students like Ansel.
Ansel would graduate from New College and move back home to
North Carolina where he would attain a master's degree in political science
from North Carolina State University. He was working on his doctorate there
when he suddenly died. I never knew what the cause of death was. But I suspect
his tired body simply could no longer sustain his compulsion to numb the pain that
so often plagued his broken heart.
But if the events of his life broke his big heart, the news
coming out of Florida regarding his beloved New College today would surely
shatter his very soul.
An Ideological Purge
While Florida’s current governor and state legislature have
readily ignored serious issues like the ravages of climate change which are
already impacting Florida more deeply and more immediately than most places in
the country, they have doubled down on culture wars using the power of state
government to wage them. New College has found itself in the cross-hairs of
this battle.
The first round in this assault was the appointment lasts
year of six new trustees for the college, ideological culture warriors ready
for battle. One of the new trustees immediately asserted “We will be
shutting down low-performing, ideologically-captured academic departments and
hiring new faculty. The student body will be recomposed over time: some current
students will self-select out, others will graduate; we’ll recruit new students
who are mission-aligned.”
In other words, New College would be ideologically purged
and its instructional staff and students replaced by ideologues who hold the
party line. This is a playbook right out of every authoritarian regime from the
fascists of the early 20th CE to the communists of the latter 20th
CE.
The second round occurred when the president of the college
was fired and replaced by another ideologue, a former state legislator who a
colleague there praised as having “picked more fights with more people than
anybody I've ever seen before.” What a perfect choice for a college
president.
As commissioner of education, he had championed
union-busting, fundamentalist charter and private schools funding and forcing
schools to remain open even as Florida’s COVID rates led the nation. Described
by teachers as imposing a Christian fundamentalist
approach on Florida’s public education system, the commissioner tipped his hand
early on by asserting “All education is ideological” and revealing his
intent to ideologically shape the next generation of Floridians.
Forced to resign from that position after he was named in a
closed bidding scandal involving his own business and a county school system he
was then overseeing as commissioner, he was then rewarded by the governor whose
culture war he had waged with appointment to the presidency of New College. Immediately
upon replacing the president the new board had just fired, he was awarded a
$400,000 salary increase over his predecessor.
Clearly, ideological allegiance has its privileges.
The latest step in this assault has been the closing of the
college’s office which handled diversity, equity and inclusion. This is the
office that had made major strides in connecting town and gown, of integrating
New College’s brilliant students into a community marked by a stark division
between the very wealthy and the working poor who serve them. Students were
encouraged to work among the homeless and the town’s people of color, combining
academic rigor with real life experience.
The tarnishing of the educational success story that was
New College is tragic. And it is unclear whether the college will survive this
assault. Long a jewel in the state university system, the ideological purge and
reconstruction the state is attempting to impose on this very fine college, its
faculty, staff and students, is a travesty.
Resistance is Not an Option, it is an
Imperative
Of course, this is but one of many elements of the culture
war in a state which is increasingly being recognized by observers around the
world as a laboratory for the rise of a post-democratic fascism. The moral
panic around LBGTQ issues, the banning of books in libraries and the shutting
down of any in-depth discussion of racism in our state are all part and parcel
of an experiment to replicate the neo-fascist regimes we see in places like
Orban’s Hungary today. The sad thing is that there are now so many new white
retirees who have flocked to artificial communities across the state to live
out their golden years avoiding taxes and social responsibilities who are more
than happy to go along with this drift into fascism so long as their privilege
is not questioned.
For the time being, there seems to be no stopping this
speeding train hurtling toward the washed out bridge ahead.
This day as I think of my dear cousin, whose heart simply
could not hold the suffering of the world he so deeply felt and whose body
finally gave way to the abuse it endured to numb that pain, I grieve both his
loss as well as the loss of the college which gave him hope. I know this is not
forever. Repressive use of power is never able to sustain itself for long, those
who wield it almost inevitably turning inward and devouring each other. Fear almost
always has an insatiable appetite.
But the casualties of this culture war are still occurring
and may yet prove to be severe. The loss of a crown jewel in what was once a
promising state university system would be a deep wound indeed. For those of us
who love our state and weep over the devolution we see occurring here,
resistance is not an option, it is an imperative.
A very fine account of what is happening at New College and
how its staff, faculty and students are handling this assault can be found at
this link from WGCU, the public
radio station at Florida Gulf Coast University in Ft. Myers.
Libby Harrity, who was one of the students interviewed for this broadcast, is a
parishioner at my parish, St. Richards, Winter Park, where her mother is the
rector. Libby is the quintessential New College student - brilliant, outspoken,
passionate.
I think Ansel would have loved her.
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Harry Scott Coverston
Orlando, Florida
If the unexamined life is not worth living,
surely an unexamined belief system, be it religious or political, is not worth
holding. Most things worth considering do not come in sound bites.
Those who believe religion and politics aren't
connected don't understand either. – Mahatma Gandhi
For what does G-d require of you but to do
justice, and to love kindness, and to walk humbly with your G-d? - Micah 6:8, Hebrew Scriptures
Do not be daunted by the enormity of the
world's grief. Do justly, now. Love mercy, now. Walk humbly now. You are not
obligated to complete the work, but neither are you free to abandon it. - Rabbi
Rami Shapiro, Wisdom of the Jewish Sages (1993)
© Harry Coverston,
2023
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1 comment:
Unfortunately, the rot is spreading throughout the Florida university system. The new administration at UF is no better. Protest has been banned. The Koch brothers bought a chair at FSU in the economics department. Greed is good and patriotic. School boards have been ousted and adherents to the faith have been installed. Rosa Parks wasn’t black, just a troublemaker.
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